Do you ever have those days when you feel like a bad parent, because all you do is get upset at your kids, well I feel like I have been having one of those months instead of one of those days. I don't know what the problem is, sometimes Payton just wakes up cranky, which doesn't help and I try to get the day started off okay and for the most part I think we do okay in the mornings, but by the late afternoon and early evening the kids are fighting and crying, and I am yelling and I just get frustrated. I kept sending the kids back to their rooms today while I was making dinner, because they would not stop fighting and they kept asking me for something every two seconds and I could not handle it. I feel so bad yelling, but it seems to come so natural to me these days. I just wanted them to play together with some of their toys, but I was having no luck. I really am starting to wonder why I have any toys in my house, because they never seem to play with them , isn't that the point of having toys so they can help entertain your kids?
Anyways I know I am complaining, I really do love my kids, and I think they are pretty good kids. I just think the fact that my kids are waking up early and cranky and the fact that Reddin is so busy at work and does not get home until late is catching up with me. I am hoping that our trip next week will be a good change of pace for everyone in the family.
Birth Control
2 weeks ago
2 comments:
I feel that way too! My patience is at zero lately.
I hope you have a great time at your Marathon. You should be so proud of yourself.
I take hope in the fact that life is not always like this. Sometimes it is, but this too shall pass. Just think, you will have 26 miles all to yourself next week. Enjoy!
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